August 20, 2002: MANDEO'S BIRTHDAY!!!! yay!!!!!!! happy bday mandeo! August 12, 2002: added a banner...right i'll update later...i've been concentrating on my sisters wedding...sorry i forgot abouts you!!!!! mwhahaha
August 1, 2002: hey hey! ok so i lost my guestbook..so i had to make a new one sigh but apparently i didn't loose my whole guestbook...cuz when you sigh my new one it just continues onto the old one..anyways...there's a muffin heads/priority one/34 spoons/strutter show tonite and i was suposed to go..but alas i'm not tears..it'll be another 15 days til i see my mike..gah...oh well..i'll live...i'm quite bored right now..and seeing as that i'm not talking to anyone that just makes me even more bored(er?) haha grr yeah so my life is in shambles(is that a word? it sounded cool..haha) one of my friends is like so incredibly pissed at me it's not even funny...gerrr and it just figures that my chris from cali likes me again...sigh oh well i'll deal...anyone wanna go to six flags?!?! i wanna go!! well i'll need money first but still i wanna go!! so erm let's go right now!! hmm especially if you drive!! oooo that'd be mint..i have a top ten sodas list!! ready.. 10. vanilla coke? haha 9. sprite 8. raspberry gingerale 7. grape gingerale 6. mountain dew 5. cherry coke 4. ok(remember that soda? from like 1995 haha) 3. orange soda 2. grape soda 1. coke hmm yes..i wish someone would make a quiz thing like what kind of soda are you? haha wow i'm way too cool...right adios! oo i can make buttons!! watch!!
July 30, 2002: well i took out a lot of the updates seeing as that it's not new news...ooo and there's fun stuff at the bottom..haha find out how punk, emo, ska or other stuff you are! haha...right i went to the justin case band practice last wednesday...that was too much fun..haha thursday i went to the bad larry's, stay the nite and Kings of Chaos show...where apparently two "ska bands" were playing...hrm..that place was sketchy...but adam (being the best drummer in the world{i know you read my site adam..haha}) did a totally AWESOME job for the larrys :) but unfortunately i don't talk enough so i was FORCED to play thumbs up thumbs down(renamed the thumb game) with adam..haha hmm...yeah so that's pretty much my fun and exciting life...bowling this friday with pete(and alina and adam..adam brennan..)!! yay i can't wait...ooooo i saw big d on saturday!! amazing like usual...i got pics with all my guys..well almost all of them..paul(of course going to a big d show and not getting my pic with paul should be against the law...) haha i got one with steve!! hah i heart steve..he in the pic above all this in case you weren't aware...hmm oo i got a pic with dave, and chris...yeah...ew paul ws all sweaty...quite disgusting but oh well...his back felt like someone dumped a bottle of water on it...(ew..) haha oo some thing equally disgusting when he was playing the spit from his trombone fell onto me and katie...(now that is yucky...) haha big d FINALLY played Jeremy for me :) and i mean for me...katie and i just yelled it out and dave was like ok haha you gotta love dave...and they played my song conserve..ya knw the one that says: "Well everyone's found someone how come nobody's found me Well I don't care but Everyone's found someone and no one's found me" ya that one...haha right ima gonna go if ya need me ya knw where to find me! hrm sadly online...
July 11, 2002: well cali was so awesome i'll put pics up when i don't feel so lazy...there's an awesome band Suburban Legends they're playing in Downtown Disney in Disneyland all summer long so if your going to disneyland check them out they have the most amazing choreography and songs to match it including Gummi Bears! haha but anyways...i came home from cali with a bad sunburn, but great memories, lost tickets, expensive meals, eeyore running away from me, new friendships, and a new way of seeing things it's weird what a trip can do for you, and nothing big really happened to me to get this new look on things i guess i just discovered it myself, i guess everyone gets a new look once in their life, maybe mine by mistake came to me early in life when i have so much to grasp and can't really handle it all but have to, so many things to do in your lifetime but there's never going to be enough time for it all no matter what. well anyways enough of all that...anyone wanna go BOWLING friday? it'll be fun!! ask me about it if you wanna go if you have aol or aim hit me up with a message my screen name is Grizsome alright i'm tired....ok ya know what's really weird? i haven't had a dream that i could remember in the longest time but i had a dream last nite and the nite before that...their really weird dreams but still...anyone have one of those books that tell you what dreams mean? if so look mine up....ok the one i had last nite was about me getting engaged to paul(from big d also know as my husband...haha) but anyways he proposed in an amusement park and then i went into a toy store and all my friends were there looking at my ring saying how pretty it was but it was really small and looked like one of those rings you got at the dentist when your little but anyways...then i woke up...my other dream is reallly weird and freaky...my mom and i were sitting in the dining room at the table and then some guy came in the house an stabbed her and i ran out of the house and my sister pulled up and i got in her car and we drove off then the guy put my mom in a wheelchair and put her in his car and followed us and tryed to kill my sister and i then when he turned my mom(still in the wheelchair) got knocked out of the car and we stopped and put her in our car but she was dead then i woke up...i'm really freaked out by that..i mean i don't like my mom but what is that all about?!?! i think this is the longest randomest update ever but oh well no one reads this except alina haha and i don't even know if she still reads it seeing as that i haven't updated in almost a month again...well i'm off to bed all this rambling makes a girl tired ya know! actually i'm prob not going to bed..i'l prob just stay online for hours into the nite seeing as that it's 1:23 am i think i have insomnia...and i'm listening to new kids on the block so that doesn't really help..damn, if i wrote all this in under a half hour imagine if i wrote in here for the rest of the nite...it'd be crazy i think i'll go talk to someone..everyone's got their away messages up tho except for rick, jonn, jay and me(yes i put myself on my buddy list...) hmm quite a selection...ok the following is the first thing i wrote but i put it last in hopes that people got tired and stopped reading and forgot there's more so yeah have fun reading! nite
Well everyone's found someone how come nobody's found me Well I don't care but Everyone's found someone and no one's found me Conserve - Big D and the Kids Table
it's way too true i feel i might just be turning emo on everyone....Well everyone's found someone how come nobody's found me Well I don't care but Everyone's found someone and no one's found me....take that i don't care out and you've got my life in a few short words...big d and the kids table makes everything all better....almost
June 19, 2002: i'm going to CALIFORNIAwoo hoo!! a whole week without me can you bare that?!? i didn't think so...it'll be ok..i promise unless i die somehow...like if mandys wishes come true haha jk jk riiiiight anyways let's talk about my funnnnn life...let's just say in the love section of my life...it sucks...but oh well i had a bright three or four hours saturday hell that's good enough for me for a month or two..i mean sure it would be awesome if people could tell ME instead of that person telling my friend and my friend having to tell me...that's just a bit fucked up but then again maybe that's just me who think it's odd...who knows? blah yeah so i failed all my finals! woohoo!! yay! i got THREE yes count them three classroom performance awards!! Spanish, Ceramics and Physical Science yay!! i think everyone should throw me a party!! eh?? please?? ha...riight um yeah i waned to go to the show tonite but i can't due to the fact i'm going to CALIFORNIA haha sorrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy!! grrr(with hand motions) haha i'm sending some ppl a postcard if you get one i love you if not...i either forgot ur addy or i don't like you haha!! well i gotta finish packing yeah i know 2hours til i haf to be at the airport and i'm not done packing SHUT UP!! haha riiight byesssssss
June 14, 2002: almost made it to a whole month...4 days short...haha sorrrrrry! i feel loved...today i went out and when i came back three ppl called my within 4 mins!!! haha Jake at 109 Mandy at 110 and katie at 113 haha wooo goooooo me!! anyone wanna go mini golfing? haha i know u wanna!! hey did everyone know? josh has a band! yay!! i didn't know until today...jamel and russ are in it too they've lost their drummer though...but i'm sure they kickass woo hoo and yeah that's right i don't know what they're called i forgot to ask...but supposedly they sound like finch without so much emo haha and not so poplike and no ska(not that there's anything wrong with ska mind you haha) oh well i'll put dates on here when they have a show or something if they want? i dunno no one sees this anyways...i could but free monkeys on here and no one would know...sigh...if you do visit this site on a regular basis first GET A LIFE haha jk jk no first off SIGN my GUESTBOOK so i know who you crazy stalkers are!! and second dance...haha what? i dunno let's just say....HIT THE FLOOR!!! haha i hit the floor in history today...it was pretty sad...there was a piece of paper on the ground and i slipped forcing me to fall and i hit my finger on some outlet thing and everyone looked...ask anyone in my class...it was GREAT ha no...my nail broke during that...grrr(with hand motions...) but sadly i can't HIT THE FLOOR properly now due to the fact i have a kidney infection but once that's gone i'll be HITTING THE FLOOR all over the place!! yay!! john the kid that works at olympia hit the floor...we (katie and i) taught him how...but he jumped off some stairs then hit the floor...personally i'd think that HURTS but maybe that's just me...finals suck rally bad...i hate them i wish i didn't have to take them...so many ppl are out of school already...JAKE Zack and like 500 other ppl...grrrrr(with double hand motions) oh well i'm out check out roxi monoxide not too shabby...pretty SWELL music if you ask me...yay!! alright i'm actually out now mini golf woooo!!! byesssssss
May 18, 2002: hey!!! yeah so i haven't updated in like 5 years...so what?!? it's not like your gonna do anything about it bitch..ahhh BIG D AND THE KIDS TABLE saturday!! at the axis doors open at 5..and you gotta get your tickets at strawberries!! anyone wanna give me a ride home?!?! cuz me ktbs amanda and court definitely don't have a ride home :*( hmm yeah boston tomorrow!! woo hoo!! and i have money too...uh no! i have ..wow that's way too much...right bored and my back hurts check ya lata! byessssssssssssss
April 30, 2002: NEW POLL!! it's awesome!! choose more than one band or well you suck! hehe jk jk! just pick like 2 or 3 i don't care pick all of them if you want...have a party..do whatever riiight tired and it's 4:52..sad..byes
April 29, 2002: who hasn't updated in like 15 years? me...sorry guys..and i know ppl come to my site too...no i could just talk about some random person and they'd never know..maybe i'll bash a new person each day...nah that's MEAN!!! and me? i'm not mean..not at all hehe...ok let's see my birthday came and went i got a watch! woohoot! semi was my bday...that was AWESOME actually it wasn't that bad as some ppl say..but those ppl are whores...you know who i'm talkin about..a certain someone in a certain homeroom...say certain things about ppl and the musci they like...yeah...that's her...but anyways...half day wednesday! woo hoot!! who's going to lunch with like 15 other ppl? that'd be me...if ya wanna come just ask haha...no...
Tori:hey shell are you wearing your seat belt? Shell: no only dummys wear seat belts... Tori: only dummies don't wear saet belts... haha good ol' drivers ed...never fails ya...you gotta love the crappy movies...woo hoot! ok here's some excellent news... Down For the Count, Fake ID, Ridgemont High, Thanks for Nothing and False Hope is playing in Norton on the 17th! i know all you guys wanna go and support them...if you want an i <3 DFC shirt contact me i'll prob be makin em this weekend or next...AND even BETTER news (can it get any better?silly you of course IT CAN!!!)
DREXEL, DOW JONES AND THE INDUSTRIALS, 5BUCKS! AND THE SHIRTS ARE PLAYING ON JUNE 14th! IN MEDFIELD(like 2 seconds away from me!!) and that's not the best news...Paul from Big D and the Kids Table might be going!! WOO HOO!!
yep ok now song of the day goes to..... Down For the Count - Fiddler's Prison: Kick the can (Monkey in the middle!) I'd be playing that If i didn't have my fiddle My parents don't get it The fiddle's not my bag
And now i'm missing out
On neighborhood freeze tag
This house is barred up
I can't get out
They make me play
Or they begin to shout
Yo I can't escape my house
Cause a horrible sneek
Now I'm late for
Hide and go seek
Playing fiddle with your mom all night
Can't roll with this unless your rhymes are tight
See I'm playing chess while your rollin' in yorur your ride
You can't get down without a monkey at your side
Her heart is bumping, rhythm keeps thumping
Playing that fiddle to keep em' all jumping
Eating chicken since the age of ten
I'll keep playing that fiddle so you'll hear me
Agaaaainnn... (playing with my fiddle again)
All night every night I sit there and I drink up
Loving and chugging chocolate milk from a dirty cup
No one really bothers me cause no one really knows
I'm a white boy with no rhythm and I can't dance at punk shows you want to hear this AWESOME song do ya? well then go to http://artists2.iuma.com/site-bin/mp3gen/62205/IUMA/Bands/DFC_White_Boy_Funk/audio/DFC_White_Boy_Funk_-_High_Hopes_At_the_Bottom_Of_the_Barrel.mp3
I am 59% Emo Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.
I am 62% Punk Rock The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. I may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about?
I am 68% Internet Addict I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer!
I am 14% Geek I wanna be a geek. But I'm not. Why would I even want to be one. Do I think it's fun? I should try writing an online test application at 1 am in my underwear
I am 42% Metal Head Most other metal-heads acknowledge my presence, but they laugh at me behind my back. Maybe I need to stop spending all that money on haircuts and invest in a few Pantera T-shirts.
I am 46% Raver Well, I may have been to a rave. I probably know a bunch of ravers, but they may think of me as an outsider. That's okay, at least I am not a complete freak.
I am 38% Tortured Artist I have some artistic ability, but it is probably a hobby and doesn't drive my life into a dark abysmal hole were I am alone and against the world.
